hoorah for rainy saturday work days...

on the plus, i went to bed at like 730 last night. at least, i think that's a plus. i hadn't realized until talking to my mom on the phone this morning how absolutely franticly frustrated i am with this whole library science grad school thing. i picked it because i LIKE BOOKS. but apparently that is not what i should be here for. and now i am very adrift, what the hell am i supposed to do next? i have no clue what kind of librarian i want to be (oh yes, there are many different species) and classes thus far are not at all helping with this particular distinction. in theory my adviser might be helping me with that but since we are now 2 weeks into the email process and i STILL don't have an appointment.....right. so really my insides are all squooged in an entirely not nice way and i am desperately missing the male species. and all my friends from delaware. even though i suck at the whole contact thing. but at least i am trying. and i miss karaoke. and dancing. and, lots of stuff really. thank god for dsudis and strangecobwebs. and that we are seeing a caps game tonight. apparently i live for bad hockey. i just wish they would be a little more aggressive on the ice. losing is ok, but try to lose with style! mom's surgery on wed. went well altho she is having an allergic reaction to her antibiotics. but she feels ok and sounds fine, so i will not worry about such. nor am i worrying about my midterm on tues. mostly cause i dislike worrying and do enough of it uncontrollably. so fie in that! peace out homeskillets.

-auvi

dear caps,

you gave me hope in that hard-hitting first period. and then you dashed that hope. again and again. why do you do this? you could play SO much better. alas, you do not. are you afraid of success? the puck is your friend. although at least you aren't the hurricanes, who managed to take out a ref, when the refs were totally on their side the entire damn game!!!!! (can we GET a penalty call? oh right, only if it's on us...)
----insert video game and beer break here (i <3 my boys)-----
omg holy trauma drama. apparently my roommates bf (who became an ex a day or two ago) decided to come over here to "talk." it would seem "talk" in his world = hit my roommate. she now has a black eye. thank god i was not here for that. because i would have jumped him. and he is much bigger than me. and i would most likely be dead. but my other housemate Julian hustled him out of here. that TOTAL BASTARD. if i EVER see him AGAIN i will attempt to CUT HIS FUCKING HEART OUT. and i do mean that quite literally. i am SO pissed about this. luckily allison (my housemate) has a friend over and seems okay, except for the shiner anyway. what the fuck is wrong with some people. i mean, strangecobwebs and dsudis can attest that i never liked the guy. now i finally know why. it makes me sick.

-auvi